“Worship is meant to be an encounter and exciting meeting place where love is given and received in an unscripted manner”
One thought that stood out to me while reading the first chapter of The Unquenchable Worshipper. It says
“Enter the unquenchable worshipper. This world is full of fragile loves-love that abandons, love that fades, love that divorces, love that is self-seeking. But the unquenchable worshipper is different. From a heart so amazed by God and His wonders burns a love that will not be extinguished. It survives any situation and lives through any circumstance. It will not allow itself to be quenched, for that would heap insult on the love it lives in response to.”
I really related to what Matt had to say about being an undone worshipper and talking about his tendonitis being a reminder of Christ. I too have tendonitis so I can see how much of an annoyance it can be, but like Matt, whenever it starts to hurt, it causes me to pray to God and ask Him for strength. It’s as if God is using that to provide a complete dependency on Him, something I know He deserves. Many times I’ve asked God why I’ve felt a calling so strong to be in music ministry in some ways, and yet felt the pain in my wrists. All along these thoughts, God was using this to break me down, to give Him complete control of my life. During this time, things ‘weren’t going my way’ and I wrote this…
Broken…I run to you
On my hands and knees I bow
Facedown…in awe of You
Surrendering my life
So who am I, that You love me?
So who am I, that You died for me?
I Give it all to You, my hands and feet are yours
I Give it all to You, all my life, take over
Humbled…by Your grace
By Your mercy and Your love
Thirsting…for more of You
An unquenchable desire
The chapter on the ‘unnoticed worshipper’ clarified a lot of things. Mainly bringing to importance of invisibility on stage. Chris Tomlin stated something along the lines of ‘we are merely there to provide a way for people to worship their God’. However, Redman doesn’t only refer to being on stage and being a distraction, but also our heart offstage. How do we react when someone else is leading that’s not quite ‘our’ style? Do we put in our whole heart? Pride is a BIG issue when it comes to being a worshipper, because we don’t have anything to do with the worship.
God has his ways of speaking to each and everyone of us. He has his ways of showing us that He loves us. He has is ways of bringing Himself the ultimate glory He could receive. Be happy you are a part of His plan.
All for HIS glory!
Josh - I am so with you and the need to have a real heart for worship of our great God. My daily prayer for my life is that my view of God is hightened to the proper persespective: "He is God and I am not". Can you imagine what our lives would be like if our whole focus were God and only Him. How I want that for my life - but it seems like the flesh is always getting in the way - the never ending battle. Oh, how I look forward to the day when that battle ends, but in the meantime, my desire it to be so engrosed in my Lord that he is my all in all - a process that is ongoing, but may it be more true of me every progressing day that I remain on this earth. Josh. Love your heart for the Lord. Continue to throw yourself on His mercy and grace, knowing the "he who began a good work in you, will bring it to completion..." (Phil 1:6) Love you, and am proud of you and the life you are living - Dad
ReplyDeleteAmen, Josh!
ReplyDeleteA good beginning!!! Rom. 12:1 says that our logical worship of God happens through presenting our bodies a sacrifice, well pleasing to God when rejecting the world standard of our age (holy). That involves,not only our meetings and being on stage, but it involves all work and study. It involves learning to live in Christ at all times and letting Him live through us. Then our living (24/7) becomes worship of God. So we present each moment and each event to God as that which He produced through an available person on earth.
ReplyDeleteGod bless you, Josh!
good word.
ReplyDeletekeep blogging.
sweet design to come.